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really thinly stretched tissue paper between me and falling reality.
Choices
Still up in the air
Part it on the right leads over
Part it on the left (1 year ago)
pirates? leads over
zombies? (1 year ago)
Set in stone
I decided to do
Something else rather than
continue pretending to be busily occupied so that I don't look like a scary stalker person who jumps on my (few) friends when they sign online, but also continue to check who's online, wondering pitifully, "when will x speak to me?" or
just go ahead and initiate needless conversations that tend to drift off into inanity pretty quickly in order to assuage my feelings of loneliness and solitude?
(1 year ago)
I picked
Pick up some semblance of responsibility by attending the meeting tonight - I'm not here next year anyway so I might as well leave without the entire exec board despising my square ass.
over
Ditch the meeting entirely - I'm not going to be here next year anyway so I might as well save myself the pain of having how out of place I am among the hipsters be rubbed in my face yet again. (1 year ago)
I decided to do
Something else rather than
Verbally bring up the fact that not waiting 5 minutes to turn off the alarm at 7 am and letting the door slam when I'm asleep/trying to get back to sleep and leaving annoying computer noises on early in the morning and fishing through things I've bought and appropriating them is just not cool and is this what you think of as politeness?
or
Suck it up for the last month and remember when my alarm went off at 4 every morning to get up for crew last year and how I throw up the wall of silence and don't communicate important things and just deal in glowering silence. (1 year ago)
took some time off from the whole situation and realized it wasn't quite as dire as i'd thought; we both ended up half-pretending nothing had happened and half-talking about what was bothering us. it worked out all right in the end.
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